Hello! 

im back to blogger already.

this blog seriously dead.

but become alive back. heh. :>

okay, so, my life is awesome nowadays. although some days i've been slacking at home and sometimes, slacking at my friend's house. 

few days ago, i was fasting, so i've been sitting infront of the computer the whole day watching marathon movies . it sucks actually.

tomorrow, im having a preparation for the sec 1 orientation in school, so i wont be wasting my time at home. heh.

okay, actually, im here just to brush off those dusts in this dusty blog. 

im quite active in tumblr. 

cause i dont like typing very long,

let just say, 

' let the picture do the talking '

hehe. 

so, actually i cant wait to go overseas again on 14th Dec! 

going Indonesia ( bandung )

AWESOME! 

released stress there!

shopping lorh.

so, im going to use that 5 day to shopshopshop till drop! 

dont care anything at all.

i just want to pampered myself once in awhile by buying many new stuff.

ok, 

the picture above is the one during Genting trip with my family angkat :)

lol!

k then, that's all.

byee, take care peepos. ^^

Im Back!

; I <3 him

hihellobye. 

okay, so , IM BACK!

haha. Im here to just brush off all this dust on this rusty blog. 

Blog dead, tagboard dead. 

ALL DEAD! xD

ohkay, so now 11.41pm, and im still wide awake!

cannot sleep lah dengs. 

hmm, lets talk story-story okay?

So, 

On last saturday, went chalet with my mum's side family at the Changi area there. 

So, at about 2 something, my brother friend, "idontknowwho", came to fetch us and sent us there.

went there by lorry. 

was very hot and stuffy inside, but still, need to bare with it.

er, reached there, saw some of my lovely cousins. but firstly, 

i had no idea why i had no mood that time, 

so, quickly went up to the second floor of the house to put my things in the bedroom. 

suddenly, my sweet cousins, came onto the room and asked me to play with them.

actually, i was thinking of resting that time, but looking at their face, i felt pity and also, i miss them so much too! so, *forward*

at about 6pm, they started BBQ-ing.

i wanted to helped, but too much people helping already, 

so i dont think i need to join too.

hehe, padahal pemalas* ^^

so, waited near there, and me and my cousin, Aisyah, was the first one to take the chicken. 

at first we took 1 chicken, but after that, we took again, and this time, 2 chicken, noodles, sausage and fishball. 

sedop. :P

after taking the foods, we went up to the second floor living room and watched Teevee.

haha; white chicks ^^

but halfway eating, my uncle went up and told us in 5 minuted need to be down for something.

and i was :O cause my food was still 'not-even-halfway-done-eating'.

so, we decided to put our foods in the sleeping room ; 

as nobody was inside that time.

*forward*

after the thing, i went up again and continued eating. 

So, after eating was very full y'know.

wash up, went to the bedroom and my cousin was playing my phone. i was listening to music while lying on the bed and the next thing i knew was, all my big-girls-cousins was inside the room to get ready to sleep.

i checked the time and it was 12am something. 

then, i realized i already slept for 4 hours. 

HAHA!

so, they all quickly went to sleep, and i was sleeping with my small cousins. 

and still, it was squeezy cause our space was really very small.

*lights off time*

i decided to listen to music cause i cant sleep. 

then, suddenly my big cousins wanted to go down, so i followed her.

downstairs, saw my brother sitting at the kitchen talking to my cousin, 

so, we ton-ed till 3pm+ .

at 4 something i went up and forced myself to sleep.

next day, which was Sunday, 

woke up at 6am+ cause all of them wanting to go to the toilet to bathe. 

only got 2 hours of sleep.

so, i decided to sleep again, but cant. 

*forward*

after they all bathe, they went down.

i quickly took that opportunity to bath as all wants cause no one to fights for who want to use the toilet first or whatsoever..

after bathing, went down for breakfast, and at 9am+, 

my brother friend came and brought us home.

reached home, 

Zzzz.

The next few days was school days.

on thursday had my Mother Tongue Paper 1 and 2.

I hope i pass.

amin.

on friday, normal, but after that i had music. went home,

rested for awhile, then kak Asiyah came. 

we studied together and she teach me Mathematics.

She very clever and fun when teaching me.

haha.

so, we studied from 4pm to 8pm.

at 9pm, her family came.

Shah, Kak Asiyah and Kak Nurul had their ngaji first.

then, suddenly cik ayu asked my mum whether she want to follow go johor.

So, she also asked me to follow. 

At last, in the car have 10 people altogether.

my dad was in the front sit with Shah sitting on his lap.

Second row was Cik ayu, mum, my 3rd and 1st brother.

and the last row, me, Kak Nurul and Kak Asiyah.

We went Pasar Pandan and shopping!

first, reached there had our so-called-dinner.

eat till 1am+

after that i followed my brother and the rest shopping. 

adults all shopping but different group with us.

one of the things i got was this sweater where so long i've aim to buy this  adidas sweater and at last, 

my brother bought it for me.

THANKS BRO <3

we shopped till 3am+ and that time we went back to SG.

on the way back i slept till at the custom i still slept although the officers need to see out face to check, but i ignored and continued sleeping.

reached home at 4am+, straight 

Zzzzzzz.

next day, which is Sunday, yesterday.

(cause now monday already, its 12.27am)

woke up at 1pm+ and my bro asked me to get ready cause he bringing me for swimming.

at 4 something, went out from house and went to Cik ayu's shop first to meet Kak Asiyah.

then, went to her house to take the things.

After getting ready, we walked to the swimming pool which is 5 minutes walk only.

reached there, 

changed up and SWIM!

haha!

Swim until 7pm+ and get ready to back.

so, from the woodlands sports hall, we went to Cik Ayu shop to take Kak Asiyah Specs.

Shah, my bro and Kak Asiyah went there while me and Kak Nurul waited for them at the bus-stop.

We took bus 912/911, (not sure) to causeway point.

went to Banquet, and me, Shah and Kak Nurul decided to eat Nasi Ayam Penyet.

Sedop*

haha.

after eating, sent them back home and actually i didnt think of sleeping at their house,

but then, cik ayu asked me to sleep at their house, 

so told my mum and my brother need to go home by himself as he need to work.

so, yesterday slept at 3am+ cause watched marathon videos with Kak Asiyah.

altogether 4 videos.

shiok.

haha, then we went to sleep.

Yesterday, went back home,

and i got to play with my sayang, Boboy <3

hehe.

okay, i need to sleep now. 

kBye. (:  

Heylooo ! :DD

 hehe , ok , hello ! 

So , actually , i just wanted to say that i created a tumblr .

so , i wont be that active in blog . Sorry ! 

So , here's my tumblr url .

iam-notperfect.tumblr.com

i would be quite active there . 

ok , gogo now !

ohya , ; today i've made a little improvement which is i tried my best to avoid him , and forget about him , 

and seriously , 

I MADE IT !

although sometimes i will always saw him , 

but i will run away or just look somewhere else .

pheew . ok , 

gogogo now .

bye !

Just Move On :')

; Girls do . :'(

Hey , sorry for the so-so-long MIA .

i was very busy these past few weeks .

Let'me start during March holidays yea ?

k , So , on Saturday and Sunday which is on 12th and 13th March ,

went East Coast Park for BBQ with my family and Cik Ayu's family .

So , went there by Lorry .

haha .

Was very fun y'know .

So , reached there , play - play for awhile then decided to go fishing .

Hehe . best ! 

but too bad didnt catch anything . ^^

ok , then , fish-ed till night , 

then i need to follow cik ayu go supermarket to buy all the BBQ things and foods .

then shop - shop .

not forgetting we also fetched Kak Yaya . :D

then went back to ECP , kak Siti just came with her friends , 

Ivyn and Saiful i think .

haha .

So , at 12 midnight like that , 

we started the BBQ - ing .

wah , my brother go and BBQ the foods until black - black .

haha .

that time , at around 1 something 2 groups of my brother's friends came .

-.-

but quite fun larh .

haha , one of the group after eating , 

went fishing at another place with my 2nd brother .

and the other group , which came a lil bit later just sat at our place and lepak - lepak while eating .

they all bring thier boyfriends and girlfriends .

*/i jealous . kidding !

hehe .

so , watch them played cards all that , and decided to sleep first .

slept at 4am something cause before that i cant sleep as there's so many mosquitoes .

and next day woke up 7am something .

I woke up also because of the rain .

and that time only kak siti , shah and me sleeping . the rest all talked - talked .

so , at around 11 something , rent bicycle .

2 hours of renting and we cycled from G place to A and return back .

was f- tiring okey ?

then , blahblah .

At 6 we took the lorry again and home sweet home .

So , on monday and tuesday , rest day cause no plans on that two days .

On Wednesday , 

Byebye Singapore , Hello KL !

haha ,

was fun y'know at KL , got to meet new friends , and learn new things and so on .

but it was quite tiring cause every night we got to sleep at 12 - 2am something then we sleep , and nextday we nned to wake up at around 6 - 7 like that .

ohya , not forgetting the buffet food ! 

was superb nice y'know .

haha .

the best part is on saturday where we went to Sekolah Seri Kembangan and exchange with the school band and Siglap Secondary School band .

hehe . was fun during sectionals .

hehee .

Next after the exchange , went IOI mall and have a small concert there .

before that we ate at the Seoul Garden . 

NICE ^^ (Y)

so , after that , 

straight went KLCC ! 

Yeah baby , ! 

haha ! 

im now very crazy already .

haha . 

at last i have the chance to get there .

One dream accomplish , 

next to go .

which is Japan , Korea ( SOUTH ) , Paris and etc .

One day , i will get there .

just wait for me . :)

HEHE . 

k , continue , 

after all that , 

on sunday we went back to SG .

i reached home at around 5.30 and i didnt straight went to sleep , 

but i played my laptop first .

haha .

played laptop till 11.30pm then i slept .

next , it was Monday , and so called first day of the new term .

actually decided not to come to school , 

but was forced to .

haha .

Monday was normal actually , 

its only that during assembly need to go to stage to received the NE ambassadors certificate .

that time i seriously no mood .

So , next on Tuesday , new timetable and it no fun at all .

all the lessons are boring .

futhermore i didnt concentrate in class .

*good girl*

after school , had Art extra class and need do test .

quite oh-kay lah the test .

after the test , 

decided to go lot 1 and borrow books with Zulaikha .

Release stress . ^^

ok , next on Wednesday -.-

so f-tard .

early in the morning , went school ,

was quite happy lah .

then during maths lessons , y'know i will emo .

so , i decided to help teacher lah to release stress , 

that time im helping her to unplug for the visualizer thing , 

then when i switch off the switch and plugged out the thing ,

suddenly i got electric shock -.-

wah , that time didnt feel the pain yet , 

but when i was on the way to staff room , 

my hand very numb already .

teacher like kanchong already .

then i was bring to the office .

put the ice pack and quite ok already but after recess , the right hand swollen again .

went office again , and they forced me to go to polyclinic .

i was sent by the OM , and need to wait at the poly like 2 hours .

very long sia .

so , finish all the checked and can go back school already .

i can actually straight go home , but i dowan .

On thursday , normal .

had PE , but didnt played .

was boring day . so better change topic .

on Friday , went school per normal .

emo-ing like as usual .

had normal lessons and its boring !

urgh .

only that i didnt went for CCA cause i donno why my hand suddenly swollen again , 

so my mom asked me to go home .

went home alone cause no one fetched me .

reached home , all alone .

then at 3 something my mom called asking whether i have eaten or not , 

then she asked me to get ready as we going IMM and take our late lunch there .

went there with cik ayu's car .

so , eateat , went home at around 5.30 .

i straight have my rest and at 6.30 went out again with my neighbour cause we going to watch concert at the NUS high school .

was very fun and awesome concert .

love it man !

haha .

oh-kay , yesterday , 

woke up at 7.30am cause going malaysia .

Cik ayu fetched us at 10 something and first , 

we reached malaysia and took our lunch .

after lunch the we went to our Kampong .

my brothers and uncles are already there .

i went to find them at a very far place which i need to walked quite far .

haha , then saw them cutting the grass . very hot sia that time . so , decided to go back to the house . .

at 5 something then we went to our next destination which is Pandan .

reached there straight Eat first , then went shopping !

my 1st brother treat me , 

he bought for me shoes , new spectacles again and this time is Rayban .

haha .

skip , and we reached home at around 11pm something .

i reached home straight went to sleep .

today , nothing much . very boring . haha .

; ok , so if y'all realizes from the beggining of this post i didnt talked about the guy .

good right ? 

because just now i saw something which really tells me to stop thinking about him .

now i know that he is very useless .

he's not that important for me to think of .

and i think i should stop now as i dowan to say anything about him again .

and for me not to think about him , 

is not to talk about him , 

and etc .

so , end here ok ?

seriously need to use the toilet !

urgent !

kbye !

Unknown Feelings ?

 ; hmm , its refering to , ihavenoideaactually . heh .

ok , firstly , lets talk about today k ?

hehe . 

so , today , went to school at the usual time . 

and mcm biase , i will emo-ing on the way to school .

reached school , i was like , 

"why is it like very little people? this time should actually quite crowded already what."

so , sat with zulaikha , but didnt talked to her , as i dont know i dont have mood to talked to anyone .

then , 'u must know why" , i asked zulaikha to follow me to toilet .

then , decided to sat outside the com lab 1 there .

telling her some of the problems .

then , when i quite ok already after listening to her advices , 

i suddenly saw someone in yellow colour t-shirt , and i told her , " tu hazeeq eh ? "

but actually its not him . 

hehe .

then , i kacau her " skali nanti betul - betul ade hazeeq , baru tawu . "

haha . 

she told me , hazeeq surely at canteen want . haha . she's a good stalker huh ?

:D 

*kembang ah tu* .

hehe .

so , went back to parade square . , talked - talked , 

cause i really want to forget about it .

so , as usual , majulah and so on .

then , when can go back class already , quickly went to Eng room for english lesson , 

and i saw him .

hmm . . 

so , i told myself to be strong , 

and to throw away all the negatives things that i thought before .

so , after english was PE , 

ran for 2.4 .

haha . i failed by 1 mins and something seconds because i go and disturb the unknown students . 

haha .

they start it first siaa .

actually i wanted to run first , as i told them "excuse me"

, then they say , 

"relax lah , u tired right ? then walk slowly lah . your leg also surely pain right , then dont run first"

walao eh , 

so irritating sia they all , 

but actually was fun . haha .

so , blahblahblah , 

was recess time , 

didnt went for recess again . 

heh :D

but something happens that time .

i was with felicia that time in class , then i put my head resting on my hand , 

suddenly someone from outside the class like 

"ehem-ehem"

i didnt know who was that , 

cause he walked already .

then , i ignored and put again my head on my hand , 

and again , 

suddenly , someone from outside do the ehem - ehem thing , 

so i looked again lah , 

and actually it was him ok ? 

heh . 

he smiled at me .

and because of that , 

he made my day ok ?

^^ . im shoo happy (:

but actually , firstly i thought i see wrongly , 

so i forget about it , 

then when i was at the staircase waiting for yan ni while calling her , 

suddenly he appear from behind sia .

terkejot berok sey .

haha .

seriously , i was like , 

"ahh , ohmygod "

i hope yan ni didnt hear that cause i really say it very softly .

haha .

so , he said something , but he was like mumbling .

so i didnt understand a thing he talking .

so , that incident made my day again . hehe . ^^

after that , again , 

i was talking to my junior and was walking back to my class , 

then suddenly , 

he said , 

"tnggu kan sape jee"

haha . 

i was melting ok that time .

then i answered him by saying 

"tnggu kan makanan"

but i dont know whether he hear it or not , 

so i just walked away .

after that , he him again and again .

ahh , that really just can make me happy again y'know .

but i still wishing he would msg/call/or whatsoever me .

i will wait for it ok ?

k , back to topic .

after recess , maths -.-

then followed by Geography then History .

and then the last three periods was Science .

after science was lunch time , 

but didnt went for lunch .

so , sat at the hall while waiting for mass reading .

*skip*

cause i dowan talked about mass reading cause its super bo-ring .

so , after that was CCA , 

then yadayada .

go home with my seniors .

in the bus , 

some random sec 1s students talked to me and look - look at my name tag .

urgh , i hate it .

haha .

kk , i want to sleep .

kbye . (: