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 Hi . 

okay . just saying out all my pain-ness in my heart i've been through this whole month .

I HATE YOU DECEMBER ! 

ok . so , i think the only way i can say all this is in this blog and my personal diary . 

so , who read my blog here will be the only ones who will know it .

k , my relationships between me and Dan is sooo going to be over . i really dont know what to do . i think in all relationships must have understanding with each other .

but in my relationship , theres NONE . he starting to be not understanding about my situation right now .

i've been going to school everyday cause have some activities going on and you there thought i've been running away from the problems .
everyday , our feelings had been thorning apart .

I once think that the only way is just to break up . but , my heart says something .

i know that i still love him , but what is the used of together when we dont trust each other , no patience , no understanding , no caring or whatsoever . 

we have been 9 months together and its going to 10 months in 6 days time .

i really dont know what is the way out of this problem .

i heard people say that breaking up is not one of the good way to deal with problems . 

i know that but ....... maybe for mine , breaking up is the only way to deal with it . 

i really cant bare with it .

since the previous post  ( if you all doesnt know what 's happening , then , read it . )

that day was the last time i msg or call with him until today .

i also cant blame him if he msg me and i didnt reply cause it not his fault , its mine as i havent top up my prepaid yet .

as for you guys info . i have been MIA - ing . i didnt even contact with anyone except for the ones who i met in school for dance practice or band .

so sorry to you guys if you msg or call me but i didnt reply or answer it .
anw , i will be away on 21st till 23rd as i have camp .
so , maybe this is my last post till someday .

ps/:

HAPPY BELATED 5 MONTHSARY FOR ZULAIKHA AND HIDAYAH ! 

HAHAHAHA ! 

LAST LONG JYEAHH !!

NYAHAHAHHAHAHAH ! ^.^

kbye .