Hello (:
Today , saturday . Boring . . T-T
k , so ,
yesterday was not fun k .
its seriously looks diferent from the other day .
had lessons per normal during class .
had attire check .
had 'some' fun during CCA .
i've got new junior and got to teach him .
and , went home then .
so , at home , Tawfik was home alone . . My mom went hospital to visit my uncle .
pity him .
so , at home , watch movie " LOVE " very sad story .
at 8.00 , went to bath and decided to sleep .
That time i cried .
i remembered about someone that makes me cry .
He was yeah , so called special in my heart last time , but then , recently , day by day ; i dont know why , but he's attitude looks different .
he also had said something that really breaks my heart .
actually , he sometimes said nasty words to me , playplay insults me and etc . but this time when he told people about something that seriously makes me sad , i seriously feel like crying that moment .
but i told myself to be strong .
i tried to forget about what he says , but it just make me cry again and again when i recall what he says .
no one know about this thing .
Only me .
Yes , ME !
maybe some of you think it could be Danial . But no , its not him . I am so thankful to god for making me and him closer than before . . We have been understanding each other now and then .
maybe , for all the conflicts we've been through , it is to teach us to learn something such as to care , love , understand , and trusts each other more .
for about the guy , i dont know how i feel towards you as my friend anymore .
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS .
including you .
but , now , i kept on thinking about what you said and it makes me think negative towards you . :(
why have you become like this .
and now , im crying again .
i cant bear with it !
i just want to forget what you say , but when i saw you , i saw your friends ,
ergghh . . i would just again remember about it .. .
Like Zulaikha said , everyone changed .
yes , people do change . they may changed because of someone .
i dont know whether im one of them , but , if you think im one of it , its all because if him .
you may see me laughing , smiling , but actually im crying behind all of you .
i just want to say sorry to all of you .
im now feeling soo downn .
*To Zulaikha , awak jangan tak makan taww . nanti awk pengsan depan kite , sape susah , kite jugak .
kite bukan nye larat nak angkat awak . hmm , tapi kalau kite tak larat , kite nanti akan terus carik Hazeeq untuk angkat awak k ? mesti awak terus bangun nyer . HEHE :D
